Wow I really can not believe that I have been here almost 6 months. I don't know why, I currently feel nothing. I don't feel I want to go home, and I don't feel I want to stay here any longer though.
Everything is going well here. As times goes by I can get along (with situation, condition, school, Hostfamily, and etc).
I had feel I want to update this blog since 3 months ago but I have no time, and also I have no idea what I'm supposed to write. So I always delayed it.
Everybody start ask me the same question..
"What will you going to do after back to Indonesia? retake your senior year? or going to college?"
Uhmm.. Well, From the deepest of my heart, I really do not want to take my senior year. Oh Geez I really tired of High school, I want to continue to college life.
But, I still can not make up my mind about where I'm gonna go for college.
going back to USA?
find college in other country?
or...... find college in Indonesia?
Here's the things. I'm kindda a person who like to have a new experience, and also Study Abroad is my biggest ambition since I was in middle school. So probably, I will choose the first either second choices.
But, I have a problem with that, finance.
In other side, my parents seems doesn't care about it. They said to me that I supposed to go to USA or other country. They never thinking about the finance.
But, I feel uncomfortable with that. I have 3 brothers and all of them are still in school, nobody work yet.
I don't want to be a selfish but I really want to catch my dream. And somebody told me..
"Sekolah mahal, biar dibayar orang mahal.."
Exactly, but what about if our siblings need that too?
I know education is not cheap, and takes a long time too. And also education in other country way more expensive in Indonesia.
But I'm pretty sure, someday I will get the answer. Better I'm going abroad, or wait until master degree..
Everything is going well here. As times goes by I can get along (with situation, condition, school, Hostfamily, and etc).
I had feel I want to update this blog since 3 months ago but I have no time, and also I have no idea what I'm supposed to write. So I always delayed it.
Everybody start ask me the same question..
"What will you going to do after back to Indonesia? retake your senior year? or going to college?"
Uhmm.. Well, From the deepest of my heart, I really do not want to take my senior year. Oh Geez I really tired of High school, I want to continue to college life.
But, I still can not make up my mind about where I'm gonna go for college.
going back to USA?
find college in other country?
or...... find college in Indonesia?
Here's the things. I'm kindda a person who like to have a new experience, and also Study Abroad is my biggest ambition since I was in middle school. So probably, I will choose the first either second choices.
But, I have a problem with that, finance.
In other side, my parents seems doesn't care about it. They said to me that I supposed to go to USA or other country. They never thinking about the finance.
But, I feel uncomfortable with that. I have 3 brothers and all of them are still in school, nobody work yet.
I don't want to be a selfish but I really want to catch my dream. And somebody told me..
"Sekolah mahal, biar dibayar orang mahal.."
Exactly, but what about if our siblings need that too?
I know education is not cheap, and takes a long time too. And also education in other country way more expensive in Indonesia.
But I'm pretty sure, someday I will get the answer. Better I'm going abroad, or wait until master degree..
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